I despise myself what about you I’m very hard to love maybe you should leave me too. I am not special so please don’t praise me like that or else I’ll fall in love with myself all over again. How do you not see these scars and this imperfect flesh? Why would anyone love me … Continue reading Do you still want me?
Tag: anxiety
Making ends meet
We're six people, and we live in a two apartment bedroom. My dad drives a taxi and he works twelve hours each day to make ends meet. I work part time and I'm looking for a full time job. My older brother temporarily drives an Uber and he's saving money to pay for a certification … Continue reading Making ends meet
What is love
Love is when your dad comes home tired from work at 2 am, but still takes you to the ER because you're not feeling well. It's when he tries to sell and advertise your book while driving a cab because he believes in you.Love is when your mom walks all the way to your high … Continue reading What is love
When anxiety changes into depression
Anxiety is that odd feeling that grabs you by the throat and suffocates you to the point where you wheeze for air. No matter how hard you inhale you can’t seem to get anything inside of your lungs. It’s a feeling that constantly makes you worry. It nibbles on your insecurities and makes you lose … Continue reading When anxiety changes into depression
Why you held on for so long…
I’m doubting myself again and I don’t know what to do do I give up or do I pull myself through? But the days are getting darker and I don’t see the light what’s the point of this crusade when I can’t even fight? The journey seems too long and the mountains are too high … Continue reading Why you held on for so long…